Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Patience is the Key

Sometimes the decisions we take at our most impulsive state of mind lands up in a regret.However there are occations where as you endure you bear the fruit of it.The duration from the time you realise that you have taken a hasty decision till the time you either accept & endure OR till you call it a quit is pretty much disturbing which takes a toll on several faces of your life or even on your day to day activities...Sometimes your so preoccupied analysing if there is anything you could probably do make yourself feel better you tend to forget the most vital attributes of your life.You forget yourself & forget to cherish some beautiful moments.But if you could look back at your past & analyse that you have actually gone through similar phase earlier you feel a little better because your endurance was actually fruitful . What if I endure now hoping for my past to repeat & I land up nowhere??OR what with this current state of mind I take another decision which may turn out to be favourable or may land me into deeper shit..
There has been several beautiful moments that I have encountered in my life since my last post but for some reason or the other I was just not able to cherish it beyond a point because there is something nagging me constantly ... Im not sure where what went wrong..I was very happy when I took the decision..it was purely mine ..yet I dont know if Im actually regretting or if Im just hoping things would get solved over a period of time...Over a period of time...this is one term that Im unable to define....Im not sure if this is a phase to make me stronger or weaker....My conscious says "Patience is the key to this phase" ...I just hope the next time I login to blogger I have something good to post unlike this one .....