Happiness comes in small packages

Nothing can irritate you more than your husband waking you up saying "Get up...you need to prepare breakfast and lunch,your already late".Well this is how my day begun today!!To add on to it as we drove to work the traffic was a total mess worse than usual.. reached late for my meeting and saw people dispersing from the meeting room while I was panting for breath ..Opened mylaptop and the battery was completely drained out..Finally it boots and boom!! blue screen..I tried the 1st step of troubleshooting "Hard Restart"..it worked..good for me.Feeling extermely thirsty I went to the pantry to fill my water bottle..no water in any of those cans..Informed the admin incharge who advices to me to use the water from the coffee vending machine which is boiling hot.Argh!!!Totally frustrated started my work which added on to my existing irritation with all the last minute changes to be incorporated and no ready to work environments.It was just about the time for me to leave for lunch and I noticed this mail from my husband in my inbox.It was an old mail that he had replied to while we were in courtship.Its basically a questionaire that your dear ones fill it up with details about you...Below is the email and it made my day :)


-----Original Message-----

From: Sivanandam, Sanjeev

Sent: Wednesday, June 20, 2007 11:06 PM

To: 'Subashini D'Subject: RE: reply


BE HONEST
1. My name:
Subashini D

2. Where did we meet?:
We met virtually on shaadi.com and inperson at Panchami :)

3. How long have you known me?:
6 months

4. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?:
A Lot

5. When you first saw me what was your first impression?
She was a cute girl and I wished that you'll accept me.

6. Mi birthday?: [compulsory field] 27th DEC 1982

7. Color Hair?: Black

8. Color eyes?: Black

9. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?
Hi,Hello,blushing,Car Parking and above all remove my glasses

10. What ? s my fav type of music?:
Tamil and English Songs (Hot Ones with nice beats)

11.What ? s one of my fav things to do outdoors?:
Eat and Shop

12. Am I shy or outgoing?
Somewhat shy :)

13. Would you consider me a friend?:
More than that

14. Have you ever seen me cry? If yes, when?:
I havent seen u cry but I knew u cried several times.Your voice said that

15. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?
Cutiee

16.I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?
Yes

AM I ??? . ?!?!?!?
17. Quiet or loud?
Loud

18. Short or Tall:
Medium :)

19.Weird or original:
Weird

20. Smart or stupid?
Smart at times silly and stupid many a time

21. Boring or Fun?
Fun

22. Attractive or Unattractive?
Attractive

DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)
23.A psycho?
NO

24.Athlethic?
NO

25. A nerd?
NO

26. Two-faced?
NO

27.Immature?
YES

28. Mature?
NO still to learn a lot

JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS
29. What is the worst thing about me?
Your possessiveness and silliness

30. When is my birthday?
Answered in Q6

31. Who is my best friend?
Santosh - in boys Rajini/Arthi/Priya/Praneta/Shamita/Jayshree ( I don't think u have one best friend as such) these girls are all ur good friends

32. What song(if any)reminds you of me?
DDLJ - Meri Kabo Mein too Aya

33. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
Not really

34. If you could rename me, what would my name be?
Anjali S

35. A feature that you like about me as a person:
Your cute round chubby face and ur smile

36. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
My Happiness

37. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
Awesome

38. What word do I say all the time?
PODA

39. Is there anything you ? d like to say to me?
I Love u and Thanks for being a part of my life.

Random Thoughts that run across you!!

There are people who talk to you with sugar coated words ...they make you feel like your the best in whatever you do..but at the same time they are capable enough to switch gears and talk ill about you behind your back.I dont know if its for the same reason or what but I have learnt to be immune to compliments over a period of time. I really dont have to do things to impress someone or to prove my standards. I know what I am capable of and also of my shortcomings,Im happy with the way I am and I really dont need false praises to get work done out of me.
Sometimes you really dont know whats running on your mind but your so stressed out that you just pen down some random thoughts running in your mind.To be frank Im really exhausted...I have no words to explain how tired every cell in my body feels.The physical strain on me seems to be much more than the mental one. I think I need a break ,I need a day all for myself where I do nothing but just sleep or pamper myself.
The more you work the more is offloaded to you...and there is absolute no consideration or a waiver whatsoever for multitasking in trying to achieve a satiable amount of worklife balance.Another challenge is to deal with the stereotypes.They are so reluctant to change that they develop a sense of insecurity to adapt.My theory is simple,if you expect me to something let me do it in my way,dont expect me to change to your comfort.If you want me to change Im not in game,please do it your way and I have no qualms about it.
Btw Im extermely hungry now and have nothing to eat :(